The meadows 

In an endless embrace, my heart beats slowly faster

Thoughts of the world erase

With your breath of winter

Touch so soft, it hurts

Your scent makes me tremble

Awaken hidden comforts-

You’re my drug that makes me numb
From my soul to my fingertips 

Only you can make me cum

With your wine taste lips.

 Your kisses leave me breathless

Drives me anxious

Caress me with soberness

To our dark and endless place

Weaken my muscles 

Our eyes close

Floating on dreams of a lucid overdose


Looked in the mirror to see a reflectionThat wasn’t me, stared till eyes dried With-out a blink

No movement

Held on strong and still

Emotions overloaded

When I realized I was staring straight back at me

I said just take me, I can’t do this no more

Secrets are not meant to hide out too long

I’ve been lonely since the day I lost sight of you

While staring to long to find my face, smeared and wiped to perfection.        Visibly you’re by my side, but you’re only as heavy as a shadow,                                  That only comes out on a sunny day          But it’s dark where I am at                          And without the sun I can’t find you.

Mirror in hand, face to face.                      With a reflection I lost to reality.                   Of whom I was meant to be

White pill find me.

Right timing, wrong hour 

Questions may be asked,never lending an ear, sharing a voice.

Their notion of us has taken its place, though nothing really matters.

To say the truth.                                               as long as the winters pass                 summer’s heat,                                        spring’s blossom,                                           and fall lends autumn its leaves.

We’ll set free                                                 from everything—

even the whispers of lies and laughter between teeth and tongue.