Anxious

Looked in the mirror to see a reflectionThat wasn’t me, stared till eyes dried With-out a blink

No movement

Held on strong and still

Emotions overloaded

When I realized I was staring straight back at me

I said just take me, I can’t do this no more

Secrets are not meant to hide out too long

I’ve been lonely since the day I lost sight of you

While staring to long to find my face, smeared and wiped to perfection.        Visibly you’re by my side, but you’re only as heavy as a shadow,                                  That only comes out on a sunny day          But it’s dark where I am at                          And without the sun I can’t find you.

Mirror in hand, face to face.                      With a reflection I lost to reality.                   Of whom I was meant to be

White pill find me.